Saturday, December 12, 2009
LYF-as it is......
Finally...finally, the BLOG BUG bit me and here I am posting my first blog. Three subjects to go before I am done with my 7th semester....But, sitting by the window side this morning, staring into the sunlit sky, a feeling runs down my nerves, making me numb, giving me the feeling of emptiness. A feeling that I will have 4 months from now when I am out of this place into a new unknown world. Just like rusted things dumped into the dump-yard, I will be one such engineer thrown in to the field waiting for an owner to take me. And then I will want to come back, come back to this place, which gave me so much that even if I take 7 births, I wont be able to repay the debt...name, fame, identity,dignity,friends, life is all what I lived here. I still remember the 1st day I stepped in to UCE,Burla ( a name that gives me goosebumps everytime it is spelled out ).... unknown faces, some dull looking, some radiant, some smiling, some on the verge of tears, and I step in with mixed feelings (excitement,nervousness,happiness,fear all at a tym ). The confusion at da registration desk as to which room should I choose and then suddenly I point out at 32 (dunno why, how !!! but 32 it was)....a new beginning, 3 new roomies and each one shaking hands, introducing ourselves. That feeling of excitement just like a child reacts on being gifted a new toy, it never came back coz that was my 1st day at UCE and 1st days are always special. The day went on wid seniors listing out da rules in the evening assembly....two fold dupattas, combed up hair in a pony, no clips only bands, dupatta tied up properly while riding the bicycle to college- all became a routined affair. The year moved on, making new frnds( some pretty gud ones) and then having fights over petty things, befriending few seniors and seeing my fear getting lost somewhere. Everything in 1st year was so casual- no direction in life, just studying because I liked it, attending fests because we had to and gossiping wid frnds coz it was the only pass time. Come 2nd semester and I found a beautiful bunch of roses- my stupid gang of friends( who actually complete me as a person). I didn’t know if I wud be able 2 find a gang like dis wid our crazy frequencies matching to the ultimate, wid so many similarities dat I actually see my reflection in them. It’s as if I am standing infront of the mirror and seeing 5 more images of myself. Life with them started getting a meaning, a direction and a goal. 2nd year and we became roomies(5 of us in real sense and 1 virtually)- PG, COS, CHINKY, SW n SOMA...da 6th pagal MANC bein the virtual one( i guess u got it guys!!!). Had awesome fun together in 2nd year, trying hands in many fields, even goin 2 da level of challenging techno-geniuses from all over India. At the end of the day it was all fun( failed in da endeavours though :P). It was time, 3rd year and we had to shift to New Hostel(LH 2 NH) where we had single rooms and da saddest part was we had 2 be separated, each one in a different block...but guess wat !!!! 4m da 1st day itself at NH we wud spend hours together in just one room ( either 151 or 153)....dat became our khatti rooms...eating, gossiping, laughing aloud, studying, playing cards, watching movies,celebratin bdays, frndship days n every dat day we wanted 2 b special...fighting wid seniors n thn spendin some awesome tym wid them merrymaking...all dis became a part of lyf in 3rd year....n thn da 1st day in final year....walkin on da streets of Burla der was dis feeling of “apnapan” 4 da place...a realisation dat dis is da place where we actually are.... 2 make each day each moment memorable all of us shifted 2 da same block ( da E block) occupyin 6 consecutive rooms....n lyf in final yr has actually become special...da best days of my lyf...today....wen der’s just 4 mnths left 4 my Btech lyf 2 get over a urge comes 4m within 2 pen down every moment, 2 treasure it always....n dis is why m writin dis blog—2 treasure da moments of my lyf.....LYF which is here....at UCE( no matter it is VSSUT now....wat matters is da place...UCE or VSSUT ...LYF is here)...wo pehla din, wo pehle dost, wo pehli yaadein, chhath pe raaton ko karte baatein, wo 2nd yr ki mastiyan, wo pehle pyar ka pehla nasha, fir jab tak pata chale ki pyar hai ya infatuation crush ka crash hona, wo Bulu dukaan ke saamne comments khana, 3rd yr aate aate back comments karna seekh jana...wo organise kiye hue open dance parties(hstl mein), late night bday bashes, midnight snacks sessions, combined movie sessions, raat bhar phone pe gapna, fir subah doston ko saari baatein batana, LH chhodne ka gham, single rooms ka excitement, NH aake seniors ka darr, rules todna aur seniors se jhagadna, fir unhi seniors se bichhadte hue rona, break-ups patch-ups ka silsila chalna, campus ka tension par kisi dost ka campus lagne par tr8 pe jana,roz promise karna ki aaj se padhenge par fir wahi last night preparations....meaning of frndship, meaning of love, meaning of lyf- all learnt here....kahan se laun inhe wapas....I feel lyk goin back 2 da 1st day n relive all dese memories writin dis page again n again......
2 THOSE 5 MONKEYS OUT DER (NAMES MENTIONED ABOVE)- LUV U GUYS.....
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abe rona aa gaya be...abhi se kyun senti maar rahi hai...more 4 months left dear...ansu sambhal ke rakh ..kam aayega tab
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ReplyDeleteawesome.......ur blog is really outstanding. i can understand ur feelings baby,after all u r my cutie cutie sis.dont be sad,this is life actually.i know -da day you entered uce was da most beautiful day of ur life n today only 4 months left 4 ur departure wiz is really sorrowful but wat to do dis is a part of every life........now live dis 4 months to da fullest, make dis days da best days of ur life......yes, u have lived da past 3yrs as if it was ur last day in this world n u have also succeeded n have come out wid flying colors.......color da left days with 6 colors of friendship, wid 5 colors of enjoyment,with 4 colors of da complete 4yrs,with 3 colors of love, with 2 colors of masti n shararat and 1 color of abeautiful life........so dont be very emotional, just try to make ur name to be written in golden letters in da history of uce.......okkkkk all da best 4 ur semsssss n then have a huge huge huge blasttttttttttttt
ReplyDeleteur blog is really superb....mujhe apna clg life yaad aagaya..
ReplyDeletehey simply gr8...i never knew this lil girl has so much of talent....keep writing more...i want 2 read more...yeh dil mange more...
ReplyDeleteboth your entries are very nicely written......do keep writing..... :)
ReplyDeletesuperb write up ...its worth makin a movie out of it...2 good PG!
ReplyDeleteWAT CAN I SAY ABT.. THIS..IT'S EXCELLENT....I M WAITING FOR UR NEXT POST...U R REALLY A GENEOUS....HEHE
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