When air around is filled with passion
The sight of birds making love in pairs
Arises my love again for the one in life I most cared
The first time in college and the first time we met
Came to know each other just as classmates
Days passed like running balls
And never did we become even pals
My heart started developing a feeling very new
When everything around seemed colourful n true
I wanted to see him again and again
But from this what did I gain
Everytime he passed by, gave me a look so dazzy
That my heart really went crazy
Never could I figure out what did it mean
Although I felt there was something hidden
I took it to be a feeling of first crush
And buried my feelings underneath my heart
But never did I realise when my heart started beating
Telling me that I love him
That morning he came up to me
And before I could realise what was happening
He pulled a rose from behind, looked into my eyes
And asked “ WILL U BE MY VALENTINE??”
My heart stopped beating at those words
I didn’t know what to say, how to react
When he interrupted “ I know it’s shocking.
But then I LUV U. I always did.”
I couldn’t take my eyes off him
Everything was so spontaneous
It was as if my heart was speaking
When I uttered “ I LUV U too.”
Everything around came to a halt
The moment comprising only of us
Eyes in eyes and hand in hand
When we heard the sound of clapping hands
With every passing moment our love strengthened
Increasing our love for each other
Making me feel closer to him
For he was the one I cared most for
It was time and we had to part
This being the most painful part
I couldn’t bear and broke down before him
He caught my drop of tear and said “I WILL COME.”
Satisfied I returned home
Waiting for him to come
But my wait never ended
And he never turned up
I learned to compromise with life
And locked the memories in a corner of my heart
Forgetting him was tough
But heading forward in life was must
After so long, why has the feeling arisen again?
Why has my heart started beating for him again?
Why do I feel he is somewhere around?
Is it my hallucination or is it a truth?
A sudden feeling of excitement has gripped my heart
Making it laugh and cry at once
I don’t understand why all this
But is this the feeling that “FIRST LOVE” brings???
nice poetry prerna...... and u reminded me of that song of veer zaara " Do pal ka khwabon ka karvan......"
ReplyDeletesince i ve no love till . still i read it as a love fr my alma matter.... i will miss my college.....
keep blogging regularly...
Love!!! As it is... It need not be the first one, second one or the third, it hurts where it hurts the most!!! Beautiful lines, beautiful poem...
ReplyDeleteKeep posting!!!